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Lacrimosa

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:15:43 GMT

Requiem for myself, my friend, my love:

Regret, remorse,

sorrow for having insulted;

Failed, injured,

or wronged another.

And into the deepest sorrow and apologies,

Dead and Reborn now;

Wishing to be a simple, good person,

A brand new life with little light of hope shedding through the sheltering sky.

Amen.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 18:33:31 GMT

Tenho Saudades Tuas

Lucid Dream
Tears inside calm me down
Schizophrenia
Nostalgia
Melancholia
Lugere
Morosus

Delusion
Deception
Hallucination
Pseudohallucination
Dimethyltryptamine (DMT)

Scream for little light shedding on the shattered heart
It's all linger on the sleepless nights

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 23:05:39 GMT

exhaust......

don't push me back into the speechless darkness......

Monday, July 13, 2009

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 23:08:11 GMT

"Please could you stay awhile to share my grief
For its such a lovely day
To have to always feel this way
And the time that I will suffer less
Is when I never have to wake"

when love turn into suffer
what's the point to disappear

your distrustful eyes just shine
as long as my heart just died

I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 20:32:00 GMT

Thanks for putting me back to the LINK (^~^)

VIIV Repose en Paix s.v.p

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 08:54:57 GMT

很想看的演出...
live score 是很有趣的一回事
2007年為Souni Per Il Popolo 音樂節進行的現場錄音
是第一次看的live score
由老煉多變實驗樂隊Cul de Sac 為1926年經典黑白電影 Faust 現場配樂
同樣是德國silent film, 帶點詭異色彩
Faust 與魔鬼條件交換的角力,
壯烈犧牲不死老套的愛
跟那近似post rock + avant garde 的配樂交錯瀊瀅
電影影像加上現場樂隊的演出的確加倍震撼
至今仍覺一絕

Do make say think 是Constellation 旗下的猛將
根源於Godspeed You! Black Emperor
並沒福分看GY!BE的演出卻看過Do make say think
感受那近似的磅礡無不起雞皮
加上Owen Pallett (Final Fantasy)
不要誤會了是電玩
是Owen 的藝名
美妙悠揚精密節奏looping的小提琴唱作人
單拖上陣的才華經已令人暈眩醉倒
與Arcade Fire, Bell Orchestra, Beirut, Patrick Wolf 等多次合作
今回與Do Make Say Think 的live score 絕對會是另一次精彩震撼

Cul de Sac
http://www.myspace.com/culdesactheband
http://www.culdesac.org

http://nxne.com/

Toronto bands to perform live score to rare 1919 horror classic, Tales of the Uncanny.

Luminato, in association with NXNE and the Goethe-Institut, presents Do Make Say Think, Owen Pallett (Final Fantasy) and Berlin’s Robert Lippok performing a live accompaniment to one of Germany’s earliest silent horror films. Robert Oswald’s Tales of the Uncanny (Unheimliche Geschichten), was originally released to the German public in 1919 and has never before been seen in Canada.

Don’t miss this must-see event, Thursday June 11, 2009, live at Yonge-Dundas Square.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 00:49:30 GMT

Before the actual term "sound bite" had been coined, Mark Twain described the concept as "a minimum of sound to a maximum of sense."

my sound is min
yet my sense of music & love is max

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 22:51:21 GMT

Neuron's Explosions in the Sky

Only Bittersweet Symphony remains

Coz Nothing Compares to You

As long as it was never ever a Mastermind

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 21:34:53 GMT

for all whom i met

for all the love that i got

i can just be thankful and grateful

and i don't request more

sharing the love that's deep within my heart

which may be limited

yet that's all i got

may be it's not tasty enough to fill your heart

but who cares

we can't be full all the time

we keep hunger for desire that's never end

but don't feel sad about it and give it up

we can approach it

approach the wondering destiny

step by step

slowly we are getting close to each others

the immense ripples by touching hearts are such a marvelous work of art

don't turn back

don't look back

only do so when they are encouraging

lessons are not pulling u back but to keep you move forward

believe in yourself

trust these helping hands

just follow the light and the warmth

enjoy the pleasures of life

enjoy each moment that can feel the living life

Oh it's never too late

as long as it's not the very end

give thanks

Monday, December 29, 2008

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:39:21 GMT

其實我完全沒有
講什麽特別傷人
或是取笑什麽吧...
需要那麽嚴重嗎?
連道了歉也沒用

算了
反正做什麽也不會順利
只是不要以爲我會放棄
就是爬得多慢
也要爬到山頂
早被人殺了
再桶多幾刀
讓你發洩下也不錯
血早就變成眼淚流乾了

不需要什麽無聊的拍拖約會
只想對喜歡的人們好讓他們開心便夠
我是很會關心照顧人的
只是不懂説話表達而已

世界本身充滿趣味
瀝瀝生活中能體會的道理
進進退退若得若失
人與人之間那微妙的關係

無法參透卻必須承受著
然後某天回頭看
那個傻傻的就是自己嗎
浪費了很多時間
沒去爭取應有的幸福
卻把自己掉進那孤苦的沼澤

做過不同生意各種工作
不喜歡只顧搵錢的感覺
名利欲望只會令人墮落
然後創意跟生活也消失
只懂填腹奢侈貪婪陰毒
不斷膨脹自以爲的幸福

對呢
你們誰都不會看得上我
但我絕對會是特別的一個

這個聖誕是很快樂的
認識到GAL真好
找到志趣相投的好友
感謝